the 2nd time capsule in my life . . . i will see it in 2 years time . . . =D

Life isnt as simple as i tink...

Well.. seem tat the dark cloud is prevailing at the top of me... followin me ard the place here n there... ohh crap... i jus feel freakin down recently n i dunno y hahah....

i dun feel liek me animore.. n i m doing things which i wont do usually... haiz

School works have been pushin out of my circle of friends... i feel so out of place sometime... haizz... i jus love to keep myself silent... 20++ days b4 exams... dunno how things will go... i jus do my best...

Gathering wif kat, yf, jiayuan, jinyuan n alexis.... first time in my life i puke... it jus suck... but somehow i feel so much better after tat... i feel liek breaking down... i probably supporting myself wif onli jus a thread on string.. hanging on the midair...

will i reach the top?

my house is chaotic... pls stop shouting at me can if u dunno wat is gg on in my life... i m realli fed up... if u tink is easy.. come ntu... experience it yr own... i jus wan peace...

i hate ppl wiff money!!!

Money cant buy everything but can buy almost everything!!

tis bad season is certainly gg on n on.... one bad news after another... but well there are gd news as well... hopefully more gd news can come... hahas

Went to support a rugby match today... NTU vs NUS... although we lost terribly... but well i seee one thing... NUS players realli gt no mouth ethics.... no sportmanship man...
Go chomp chomp for dinner wif the IJP clique... ex wif lil quantities... but well once in a while....

exam coming.. all the best to all those who are muggin hard... one more month... we will be enjoying our holidays!!!

well.. since it is something tat cant be published.. i believed writing a testimonial for u on my blog will be the best alternative (i have a low viewers' rate!)...

dunno y.. i m flooded wif emotions when u send me tat message... not becos u rejected it.. but i m seriously impressed by yr character... too kind.. realli kind.... well... probably i nv see such a person ard in my life.. u might be the first... to be able to put others' emotions into consideration... no matter how much they hurt u.... u r still willingly take a step back... maybe lookin at the bigger picture may be a better choice after all... which i seriously agreed... is better to hav a friend rather than an enemy...

When i first know u... i tink tat u r a straight n stubborn person... still rem our first msn messaging... i rem u r asking me for my opinions abt yr magazine... u r tellin me tis guy keep sayin yr design are too girlishhh.... dun suit the design well... haha at first i also tink there is some improvement to be made... but after tokin to u... u r so agitated.. ahahs.. I M SO SUPER SURE tat.. shit i mus giv way... if not she will keel me for sure.... so i giv a no wrong right ans... "eh y not show it during meetin n ask abt other opinions?"... well indeed it works in the end...

sooner or later i gt to know u better... the fun side of u.. always gt bullied stilll... hahas... but u r still as cheerful as b4... i know abt yr eye candy... someone i know of cos... haha probably the majority of our MSN is abt him him n him... even phone calls too... always pondering whether wat is he tinking n wat u should do.... I was liek a parttime advisor... trying to see wat tis mean n tat... can realli see u realli liek him a lot a lot ......hahas sometime i tink i become more knowledgeable becos of tat... probably a few levels higher in term of r/s knowledge.... i m not a saint... maybe sometime the solution i giv u might be wrong or cant work... but i believed i m still a "not bad" listening ear... hahas..

Time past... exam is over... n one day u brought the news to me... u r attached... i was pretty surprised.. becos i thought it was pretty fast... i was realli happi for u becos yr wish has realli came true... it is something like u wished upon a star.. n "poof!" everything came true... but somehow i was a bit sad becos from my experience.. when one is attached.. they will start to drift away from friends... but i strongly believed u wont... becos u always tell me how impt are friends to u...

Dec fliesss.. i was so busy in Inter JC pageant... n u break the bad news to me outside the lift at S4 after our meeting.... tis keep pondering me after that... i tink it was so sudden... u appear strong in front of me even at the moment when u break the news... but certainly i believe things isnt as simple as it appear... i gt to know abt wat happen later on... sometime i realli feel liek gg up to giv him a gd scolding.... but i know i shouldnt... after hearing wat u told me...

well i knew u wont get over it so soon... u r realli mature in thinkings when it come to r/s issue although tis might be the first.... u may appear strong from the outside not much ppl know abt the soft side of u... realli caring n considerate abt others' feeling... probably is something linked that wat u hav written... in ur blog... hate seeing my loved ones unhappy... u r nice... i can say... It is his total loss... for not treasuring u... of cos i realli hope tat one day... u can realli become the happiest gal on earth.... n i m sure the day will arrive...

Stay happy always.... =D

One poem written by a wise old woman...

'Beware', the old woman growled,
Step too fast, you may step on toes;
Shuffle them slow, you may fall on your nose;
The trick to walking is simple in fact -
Two steps forward, and one step back.

Take yr time...

haha mus be pretty surprised i hav written so much.... arghh is 4.22am.. time to sleep.. zzz

Met up wif Kat, eeshin n yf to study at holland V today... not bad i cleared 2 chapters of econ in two hours... at first met at coffee bean... then realized there is no wireless.. imagined yf n eeshin taking a laptop walkin ard holland V.. tryin to see where can tap free wireless hahas... Eventually settled down at NYDC... well tat air conditioned place smell weird... kat was complainin she will sure smell liek the shop if we left...

went to Suntec for dinner... ohh man SUPER crowded due to IT Fair... end up in some Jap restaurant... ordered a sizzling lamb hotplate.... hahas..wat a saturday...

Hell week is over yeahhh!!!

Happy....
I score full mark for econ quiz.... Stat quiz is over....OB grade A- currently (i wan an A!)..... n of cos of cos... i managed to finish the PBL finalli... spent so much time n effort in it. Monday and Friday was the worst. Imagined staring at excel non stop for 13 hours.... 6 pm till 7am.. well is over!!

Disappointment...
i didnt score well for my PE Physic of sports... below median somemore... i tink is a paper tat i can do well but dunno y i jus didnt get it... well it is be SUed hahas... no effect on my grade... hehe...

Upcoming..
Next Next Week is OB n stat presentation (how suay!!) + accting E-quiz....then next next next week is BSC dateline... gonna die soon....hhahas i rem my classmate chris told me tis... Jianwen!! the course coordinator in school all veri jian... seee they giv us so mani times.. then we do proj sure come need to print.. the more we print the more the school will earn... all this money eventually go to their pays... suck rite... lol...

How i wish exam come quickly...3 months break... i can work travel play... is the REAL holiday hahas!!

muggin day once again.. tis few days hav suddenly become so no life...
mit up wif vicki to study at mos burger at jubilee...
hahh.. ang mo kio is not as wulu as u tink huh... lol

haha watch the newest MTV of BoA 七色の明日... vicki was sayin... y are there such flawless ppl ard... perfect feature...perfect dance..... WORST STILL.. she is jus 20... omg...

tis remind me of my sis who told me tat mani of her classmates dun liek BoA jus becos her look are making everyone jealous hahas...

Family dinner during evening... 3rd Aunt's treat becos she won Big Sweep....

By the way.. gd job Man U last min goal even though scholes send off ... quite well done

Hey guys feel so bad to fly aeroplane becos of last min family gathering... cant run away....

A brand new day ahead tml!! i hav cleared my stats revision... jus left wif a few practices.. whooo

KTV cancelled..

Spent my whole days studyin stat...
I used to love maths....
but all these tiny weeny strings of numbers are now jamming every nerves in my brain...

oh man.. half a sem has past.. well.. tis recess week appear to be so fulfilling.. much more than i had expected.. overseas trip wif my IJP clique.. n of cos the awaiting quizzesss next week... darn.. need to prepare n start mugging...

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one of my fren told me tis.. this is certainly a sad year....
to realli tink abt it.. it is pretty true..
so mani ups n downs... r/s friendships etc...
i not referring to myself..

To all my dear friends out there...
dun hold things too tightly...
slowly let go...
moving a step back will let u see the picture clearer sometime...
by then u will realize tat there are much more things u can do rather than broodin down there....