well.. since it is something tat cant be published.. i believed writing a testimonial for u on my blog will be the best alternative (i have a low viewers' rate!)...
dunno y.. i m flooded wif emotions when u send me tat message... not becos u rejected it.. but i m seriously impressed by yr character... too kind.. realli kind.... well... probably i nv see such a person ard in my life.. u might be the first... to be able to put others' emotions into consideration... no matter how much they hurt u.... u r still willingly take a step back... maybe lookin at the bigger picture may be a better choice after all... which i seriously agreed... is better to hav a friend rather than an enemy...
When i first know u... i tink tat u r a straight n stubborn person... still rem our first msn messaging... i rem u r asking me for my opinions abt yr magazine... u r tellin me tis guy keep sayin yr design are too girlishhh.... dun suit the design well... haha at first i also tink there is some improvement to be made... but after tokin to u... u r so agitated.. ahahs.. I M SO SUPER SURE tat.. shit i mus giv way... if not she will keel me for sure.... so i giv a no wrong right ans... "eh y not show it during meetin n ask abt other opinions?"... well indeed it works in the end...
sooner or later i gt to know u better... the fun side of u.. always gt bullied stilll... hahas... but u r still as cheerful as b4... i know abt yr eye candy... someone i know of cos... haha probably the majority of our MSN is abt him him n him... even phone calls too... always pondering whether wat is he tinking n wat u should do.... I was liek a parttime advisor... trying to see wat tis mean n tat... can realli see u realli liek him a lot a lot ......hahas sometime i tink i become more knowledgeable becos of tat... probably a few levels higher in term of r/s knowledge.... i m not a saint... maybe sometime the solution i giv u might be wrong or cant work... but i believed i m still a "not bad" listening ear... hahas..
Time past... exam is over... n one day u brought the news to me... u r attached... i was pretty surprised.. becos i thought it was pretty fast... i was realli happi for u becos yr wish has realli came true... it is something like u wished upon a star.. n "poof!" everything came true... but somehow i was a bit sad becos from my experience.. when one is attached.. they will start to drift away from friends... but i strongly believed u wont... becos u always tell me how impt are friends to u...
Dec fliesss.. i was so busy in Inter JC pageant... n u break the bad news to me outside the lift at S4 after our meeting.... tis keep pondering me after that... i tink it was so sudden... u appear strong in front of me even at the moment when u break the news... but certainly i believe things isnt as simple as it appear... i gt to know abt wat happen later on... sometime i realli feel liek gg up to giv him a gd scolding.... but i know i shouldnt... after hearing wat u told me...
well i knew u wont get over it so soon... u r realli mature in thinkings when it come to r/s issue although tis might be the first.... u may appear strong from the outside not much ppl know abt the soft side of u... realli caring n considerate abt others' feeling... probably is something linked that wat u hav written... in ur blog... hate seeing my loved ones unhappy... u r nice... i can say... It is his total loss... for not treasuring u... of cos i realli hope tat one day... u can realli become the happiest gal on earth.... n i m sure the day will arrive...
Stay happy always.... =D
One poem written by a wise old woman...
'Beware', the old woman growled,
Step too fast, you may step on toes;
Shuffle them slow, you may fall on your nose;
The trick to walking is simple in fact -
Two steps forward, and one step back.
Take yr time...
haha mus be pretty surprised i hav written so much.... arghh is 4.22am.. time to sleep.. zzz