被爱容易，爱人难...
被爱的人不被动...爱人更难...
sometimes... things appear nice in appearance but the hidden meaning is something u wouldnt want to know... to knw or nt to know... it may be two choices... but is 4ever the hardest decision to make....
spoke at : 1:46 AM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
first time in my life i have so many afternoon-mares... gosh... cant believe it... imagine waking up at least 6 times ><...
school life have been okok.... readings n readings... presentations n presentations.. ICA will be next week... really dunno how m i gg to handle it... got to buck up already...
personal life is okok as well.... troubled by some issues here n there.... moving to blk 57 is like moving to graveyard... i can even count the number of ppl which walk past my room... seriously i miss the life at blk 60.... occasionally li xuan will pop over in my room... she is probably the few "frequenty"... with her busy pageant schedule.. is so hard to see her around too.....kenneth my roomie was worst.. appearing only 2 times per week... i m enjoying the ultimate king size bed... but tat wasnt something to look for...
i tink i will get depression if i stay in such a big room for too long hahas.
spoke at : 5:16 PM
is time to ask . . .
to clear uncertainties finally . . .
to make things clear . . .
to be short rather than long . . .
spoke at : 3:42 AM
i dunno wat to say... but i can feel that things isnt turning good... for so long... yet so long... y should this person appear in my life.... i dunno how to explain it...
One told me.....dun give in all... becos u dunno wat will happen...
Like i say.. i dunno... it is jus stagnant.. still... motionless... things seem to be become normal once more.....
jus one question n i will knw the truth... but if i can sense the answer... i shouldnt have asked it...
it is jus too weird... y i entangle myself in such an issue.... i dunno... i m sinking deeper day by day.... how....
spoke at : 3:28 AM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
weekend finally arrived.
Saturday is burnt once more... NBS Dinner n Dance to commerce at Goodwood Park Hotel.
The good thing is ABC members will only need to pay $15 to enter as compared to $65 paid by normal student....
Her pageant hall bash will be tonite at Phuture... will be gg there to support her... ohh man... i have told ginger when u knw too much abt gals on how they think.. when it come to yr scenario, u will realize that u will be visualising many scenarios... gosh... i m so troubled hahas..
spoke at : 2:09 PM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
came back from ABC Rally... 9 competitors wif diluted votes due to 2 more person in my OG is running for the same post... i m so vexed abt it...
ermm.. i wanted to read wat she is tinking... really wanted to knw..
spoke at : 12:58 AM
Monday Blue
An extremely tiring n sleepy monday...
yawnz n yawnz.... half open eyes... gosh.. really cant take it...
was trying freakin hard jus to camou from the tutor.. hiding behind frens lol.
tml is the ABC rally.... got quite excited although i knew i might nt win the position.. well at least i tried....
spoke at : 4:57 PM
放弃, 放下
放弃是懦弱；放下需要勇气
累了，想卸下一些包袱，放慢脚步
读一读云的故事，闻一闻雨的味道
是放弃？还是放下？
纵然暂且不愿退缩，不能洒脱
抱着这样的梦想
也得以释然
spoke at : 1:47 PM
sometime i was wondering.... y m i in my current situation.... happiness + troubled... they are jus a line away... sometime i feel tat i m avoided... but sometime i feel otherwise.... tis kind of feeling seriously dun feels good...
well well... i have chosen tis route.. i shall continue walking it... no one will knw wat happen in the end rite... cheer up n be strong.. n u will see the destination... no matter the result is good or bad... i guess i will grow up a few more inches after that. . . jiayou jwen...
spoke at : 10:41 AM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Relaxing Friday!~
although the previous nite was an almost sleepless nite... didnt really fall asleep in my AC213 lesson... is boring!!! hahas n i can see HOW THE TUTOR HATE THE SUBJECT TOO!! she keep complaining how she hated tis subject when she was studying in NTU...
Homing back n lunch wif Glenn n xuan... Rot away the whole afternoon wif a nap... dinner... Slept at 10pm again! Those who knw me well will be OPEN their eyes big when they see the time heh!
Is finally weekend.. NBS Bash later onzzz =D
spoke at : 7:56 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Another tiring day.. 201 is really hard.. i tink i seriously need to do more read up for the chapters...
Adrian is leaving soon to Sweden... hall OG supper tonite... All the best Adrian!!
Sometime i wished that my life can be a little more simpler.. maybe that will be a little better heh.... BUT WELL.. who dun have troubles in life.... just that mine keep resizing itself... n the same thing happens to my brain.... sighhh
spoke at : 5:08 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Presentation over... =)
Now can finally focus on my studies as well as other matters...
This week really flies...
spoke at : 4:27 PM
Is confirmed... from an unclear picture to an absolute one...
I had tried to be normal and luckily i did... phew...
I m so troubled... so many things to decide as well as for me to settle...
I mus sort out my thoughts.... i musnt let emotions run me down!
spoke at : 3:50 AM
I still cant decide....
I m stuck in the middle of no where..
spoke at : 2:48 PM
attended ABC Info Sharing session today.
So many freshies are running this year (probably due to the new HAS)
Failed to settle the deconflicting issue on Acad Sec today... gonna settle it tml 12pm...
Use 1 1/2 hour to finish 2 chapters of 201.......
n 3 hours of card games in weihong's room with Glenn Ginger Lixuan.. haha ridiculous =P
So much issues to settle...
May things turn out fine for me...
spoke at : 4:02 AM
Back to blogging once again....
School had started...
Year 2 syllabus wasnt kidding after all.. 202 n 201 is killer...
Have a tough time to do all the readings...
Venom rox.. freshies is so much onz compared to Vega in the past...
wat to say.. each year is getting better and better....
Moved to an isolated area of Hall 12... wat to say.. jus so quiet...
Frequent "fireworks" from SAFTI forests.... so far from my two brothers...
luckily one freshie near me!! Not that bad after all...
spoke at : 1:00 AM